Demi Lovato relived the night of her near-fatal 2018 overdose in a new music video.

In her single “Dancing With the Devil” — which is the title song for her new album and YouTube Originals docuseries — Lovato sings about being “out of control” and relapsing into her heroin habit. The singer suffered a heart attack, three strokes and was told by doctors she had five to ten minutes left to live.

Prior to Lovato’s music video, which was directed by Lovato and Dancing With the Devil docuseries director and executive producer Michael D. Ratner and produced through his OBB Media, a trigger warning could be read onscreen: “This video contains content depicting addiction, drugs use, trauma, and sexual abuse which may be triggering for some.”

In the visual, Lovato re-enacts the night of her overdose as chronicled in the docuseries. The video opens with haunting image of a tube in the singer’s neck as she lay in the hospital bed. In the docuseries, Lovato’s mother, Dianna De La Garza, described Lovato’s time in the hospital as being “like a horror movie.” “They put her in ICU. She had a tube in her neck that was taking her blood into a machine, cleaning it and then putting it back into her neck,” she says in the series.

Throughout the video, Lovato is seen partying and drinking at a bar — the singer was out partying with friends that 2018 night — then contacting her drug dealer. The video shows a drug dealer offering Lovato a duffel bag of drugs, a moment, Lovato says in the series, she “went on a shopping spree” and was first introduced to heroin.

The video also shows Lovato being left alone by her drug dealer in bed — the singer has revealed she was sexually taken advantage of, left for dead and found naked and blue by her former assistant. That moment is also re-enacted in the music video. The video then transitions to a hospital scene with Lovato fighting for her life and her family crying by her bedside.

The end of the video shows Lovato being bathed by a nurse, only to later showcase a tattoo on her neck that reads “Survivor” as she gets out of the bed and walks away.

In the four-part Dancing With the Devil series, the singer, her family and friends broke their silence on the events that led to Lovato’s near-fatal 2018 overdose, the aftermath and her path to recovery.

Lovato’s new album, Dancing With the Devil…the Art of Starting Over, released Thursday with Ariana Grande, Noah Cyrus, Saweetie and Sam Fisher joining the singer for collaborations.

Watch the music video for “Dancing With the Devil” below.

If you or anyone you know is struggling with mental health and substance abuse disorders, contact Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) by calling 800-622-HELP (4357).  If you or someone you know has been sexually assaulted, contact the Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network (RAINN) Sexual Assault Hotline at 800-656-HOPE (4673). 

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