Things are getting more heated between Britney Spears and Kevin Federline.
For several days now, the ex couple have been in a very public back and forth about their two sons, Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden James, 15. This all began when Kevin gave a tell-all interview alleging that their boys did not want to see her. Since then, Britney and Kevin, along with Britney’s new husband Sam Asghari, have been going at it publicly.
Most recently, Britney shared a long post on Instagram detailing her experience with visiting with her children. Here are some excerpts from the 40-year-old pop superstar’s post:
“…It’s hard for me to let go of things I truly love … like my kids. The situation should have 100 percent been dealt with privately and definitely not online !!! A British network claimed that their stepmom’s goal is to keep the children away from all of the controversy and trauma in my home … I have love in my home and I have blessings from the people I allow in and out of my home !!!
I looked forward to seeing my kids every week … It was 2 days a week but I asked him to ask to stay for more days … maybe 3 days … but then the next week they stayed for only one day . Yeah, I know that teenagers are just hard to deal with at that age … but COME ON, there’s being rude then there’s being HATEFUL … they would visit me, walk in the door, go straight to their room and lock the door !!! The MONITOR would tell me that he just likes to be in his room … I’m like why come visit me if they don’t even visit me !!!
…The teenage age is weird, I don’t know what’s going on in their heads !!! We would always do prayer time, not really prayer time, that sounds silly but it’s called ‘devotion’ … where you read two or three pages in a prayer book and talk about it!!! I always TRIED and TRIED, and maybe that’s why they stopped coming here !!! I wanted them to love me so much that I might have overdone it !!!
This summer, they told me ‘we may come here less’ and I was like that’s fine. I called their dad and I told him that it seems like the boys are wanting to stop coming here as much, which I get because they have their own thing going on but I feel like they are being pretty harsh !!! His words were ‘I would never let them make that decision on their own … I would never do that to you’ !!! Well after that, I haven’t seen them since !!!
I will say though, as available as I had to be for 8 people a day when my dad took me out of my home for 4 months … it’s been kinda nice not having to ask about which day the boys are coming this week … and making me wait 2 or 3 days for a reply !!! But again it’s just another way for my family to make me feel like absolutely nothing !!! ‘We will let you know ma.’ ‘When can we see you !!!’ So as much of you watch, what he refers to his family as the PERFECT BRADY BRUNCH family … I can guarantee you, that house has more weed than LUdacris, 50 cent, Jay Z, and Puff Daddy combined !!!! He wants to bring up my past with that baldheaded peckerhead face Kaplan and circle back to that hard time in my life !!! That was almost 20 years ago … their game doesn’t work anymore !!!
In those years of the conservatorship, I had to become a f–king saint with the pain I had to endure by keeping my mouth shut in my stomach as they literally took my womanhood away from me !!!
…Anyways, I know it’s all worded out but you know what, I talk about it because my heart doesn’t understand cruelty. It breaks my heart because it seems to me that these days, cruelty does in fact win, although it’s not about winning or losing !!! But I can’t process how | dedicated 20 years of my life to those kids … everything was about them !!! For them to knock the breath out of me … see you can’t fix me !!! No therapy or sense of worship can fix my heart !!! I will forever have trauma and I know this, I’ve accepted it … it would take a miracle to fix my heart and not one miracle, maybe 3 !!! Either way, I have a beautiful pool, a supportive husband, and 5 dogs … ok I’m much but that’s how I love … have a good day !!!”
Hours after Britney’s post, Kevin again took to social media to share videos with this caption:
“I can not sit back and let my sons be accused in this way after what they’ve been through. As much as it hurts us, we decided as a family to post these videos the boys took when they were 11 & 12.
This isn’t even the worst of it. The lies have to stop. I hope our kids grow up to be better than this. #NeverFearTruth.”
One of the videos is of Britney and her children in a heated moment, and Britney can be heard saying to them:
“This is my house, if I wanna come in here and give you lotion for your face cuz it is coarse, and all you tell me is “it’s fine, it’s fine” NO it’s not fine.” She continues, “You better all start respecting me, are we clear?”
Another video showed Britney seemingly upset that her son was not wearing shoes while they were out:
“Have you lost your f–king mind? Have you lost your f–king mind? I’m shocked as f–k with you and I don’t know what to do. And I’m scared of you because you’re weird because you’re going through puberty. And I don’t know what to say. But I do care more than you know.”